Friday, February 4, 2011

One Track Mind: No Stops In Sight

Do you ever feel so completely engulfed by one particular thing in life you find yourself dreaming about it? Thinking about it every second? Doodling notes that turn out be have no productive value to them? Google-ing until your google-digits are sore? Looking at pictures? Weighing every decision? Considering every option?

Do you ever find yourself to be in a situation where you know people are assuming you will be one way...let's use: picky, irritable, unable to know when to shut up, obsessed, paranoid, particular, or in some way channeling Godzilla, or any Zilla for that matter...  so you do everything in your power to be anything but! Avoid the topic, lack in opinion, calm, open, realistic, and doing anything you can to avoid any Zilla reference you can! It's kind of exhausting. Especially, when you take into consideration that, most of the time, I can be someone who avoids talking about me, lacking in opinion about some things, fairly calm, and certainly realistic... I don't know why I'm so worried that I'm going to go all nuts, quadruple in size, turn green and stomp all over everything.

I'm a bride to be. I'm planing a wedding. I love it when people ask me about it. I love talking to people about their wedding. And for a little while longer, it's going to be the most important thing I've got going on. And that's quite all right.
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  1. Chrissy and AnthonyFebruary 4, 2011 at 1:09 PM

    Don't stress about becoming a Zilla of any sort. First of all, I highly doubt you would ever become a bridezilla...you just don't strike me as the type. And second of all, the people that love you will continue to do so no matter what. I have been a bridesmaid a few times in my life (ok, a bunch of times), and on a few occassions in the midst of wedding mayhem, I thought to myself: "I will never be friends with this woman again." (in reference to the Zilla of the day, hehe) But, it wasn't true ;-p I still love my friends, no matter how Zilla they were for that period of time, hehe. And, you've been a bridesmaid a couple times now...make the most of being the bride! Make the decisions YOU want and don't fret about the rest.

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  2. Prettypics123February 4, 2011 at 4:41 PM

    Melissa, Thanks for following Levonne's Pretty Pics! Love that picture of your newborn!

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